Inner Voices Conflict

Sometimes I get lonely,

I want to hangout with my friends.

However

there is an issue with this.

I don’t want to bug my

best friend,

because

I don’t want to seem needy,

and I don’t want..

I don’t think  he should worry

about me.

Or care anyways.

Then people like them,

I just don’t want to deal with it.

Other people have bigger

issues

and I don’t want to make it worse on them.

Also

I don’t want to hear other people’s issues

all the time.

I don’t know anymore.

I want to play my music.