Innermost thoughts and dreams

You seem to be all I seek; I seem to look for only your innermost thoughts and dreams. Once you have eyes for another all I can do is watch from afar as my love goes somewhere far, you were once in despair knowing I was there I took my time patiently waiting for you but now it's time I leave far away from here. You knew you didn't want me, so I went home drowning in my tears while lying in bed thinking about things I could've done better. Now I realize it's okay since now I'm only choosing me and that's all I seem to seek.