Innocent Mistake
#Because
We were young and naive
#I
Thought we could “love” each other
#Love?
Or obsessed with the idea
#You
Made me feel like something and nothing in the same breath
#Because
I let those three words control me
#I
knew I was worth more and deserved better than what you had to offer but
#Love?
Made me feel like a traitor... If I leave I never really loved
#You
Right?
#Because
You love me… and I do not want to lose you
#I
Constantly change myself
Sacrifice my sanity
Lower my standards
Accept your flaws and mistakes
#Love?
How can I love someone that does not make me want to love myself?
#you
Don’t love me.
You hurt me repeatedly
Then you apologize
#Because
You’re manipulative and don’t want me to leave
#BecauseILoveYou
I stay.
#I
Isolate myself to satisfy your paranoia
#Love
More than one person? I cannot or
#You
Will act absurd and make me feel at fault for your insecurities
#Because
You can...Now that I have come to understand that this is not love
#I
Dare you to show me the depth of those words you speak so often of
#Love?
A prayer or best wishes for my success even when there is no
#you
And me.