In a world full of women men bending to get next too she was never put on a pedestal not what men see when they look out their peripheral very typical she never had the looks or the butt such things a man would hunt and shout damn she thick af huh not even bout the bodily features she see other people she could not see herself even beating telling herself she's not pretty enough steady rambling why she can't get a reply from men she doesn't have what it takes she can't win she doesn't want in on a relationship but sleeps with men she have no in-tensions with smh but look what it makes her end with she knows her self worth but sometimes detours it wheres she tryna yearn for it at least for a bit too know it she wanna dis the insecurities and feel pretty for the first time really