Insecurities

Just by looking at me you cant tell i have insecurities Im not one for explanations,i let people think what they want There is no in between,either you do or you dont If you dont,no bother,no sweat off my chest If we no longer cool,please believe i tried my best Im such an introvert,but at the same time the opposite,its the gemini taking over,and damn it she is awesome I do have my insecurities,like wondering am i good enough,am i doing the right thing,how can i prove im tough Such insecurities can ruin a woman with no self esteem,at times i was that woman with low self esteem Then one day i decided to love me for me,and whoever dont like it can go stand in traffic on the busiest street I used to worry about him and wonder about his thoughts,i used to tell myself that this love cant be bought I used to worry that i have too many negative thoughts in my head,all my insecurities,time to put them to rest No longer do i worry or wonder with negative thoughts in my head Not a care in the world as i sleep in my bed,no more wondering am i good enough,the old me is gone and dead