inside

even though i did have fun with my friends

i was dieing inside because the guy that i like wasnt there!

he wasnt there when i needed a hug

cause i was crying,

he was with other girls,

yet i was ohter guys but it felt wrong.

i tried so hard to get our attention but i guess it didnt work!!

sucks to have this life

and  go home to yelling and harsh treatment from my family

to the piont where i just want to roll in a ball and hide forever.

where no bad things come in and i will be safe,

but unfortunally that isnt going to happen

and maybe i wont even get the love that i want

so i need to grow strong and be independent!

i wont be alone though i will always have jesus next to me!!