Inside of me

I have a sadness inside of me. I have a counsious that replays my mistakes every second and every minute. I have sadness inside of me. My flaws replay in mind every second of everyday. With the voices of those who are the closest to me, whispering in my ear that the sadness would take me away. To a place not know for those who seek to be oblivious of their surrounding. I have a sadness inside of me. A laugh that portrays love and happiness ,but eyes that portray the sadness that is inside of me. A voice that speaks positivity to the world. A voice that inside speaks about the flaws inside of me. I have sadness inside of me. A sadness that soon will consume me.