Internally Eternity

The pain of my unspoken mind

The bitterness of my unspoken truth

The chains of my exasperating fears

The loss of my god forsaken youth

My heart lies beneath my honest intentions

Which are hidden from my vacant soul

Which explains my undecided decisions

Leaving me bitter and cold

I'm fighting with myself

Who pretends to be someone else

I wish that I had the confidence

To remove my self of this welt, of the soul

I'm trapped inside a stranger

Who loves me

Should I fight back?

Or should I just let love be

Internally eternity