Intrigued

When I first laid my eyes upon your glowing persona, I knew you were someone that I wanted to get to know. Everyone has a certain special gift that they are born with and as for me, I seen something in you that I wanted in my life. I know you have been hurt because it shows,but I also know you want more in life and from a special person. Now I'm not saying that I am that person, but I honestly hope I can become that ONE! You're beautiful, have a hellva smile, great shape and a wonderful personality with education which I love. I love that you always smell so good when I see you. I'm young and as I've told you before, I can't help my age. It is what it is, but I hope you don't see me as a child but as someone that can be or should be as your EQUAL! It has been a very long time since I've had someone to love me, I mean love Ashley for Ashley and not for a bean bag or a human pin cushion. I was born into abuse and I don't want to continue to go through it. Ive to move forward but abuse always plays a part in my relationships. I thought I had love in those 14 yrs and maybe she did but I would never know the truth. I want you to like and love me for me. I need to feel that and I need to see it. I've never been into money so that's not what I want. I want YOU MEL BEAR! I want to get to know you and in hopes of making you happy as well. I want to go on trips and more with you. I don't want to convert back to my old self. I like the nice and calm Ashley. If I question you about how you see me, it's because I don't want to get close to you and then you leave the next day. I find myself missing you when you're not with me. I like that. So when I see you, I have a lot to talk about with you and I can express it face to face. I want to learn you and what you do and don't like, color(s), birthday and more. As for me, I'm simple. Small things matter. Flowers (never received), notes, good morning text, and little tokens of a thought, walks, trips and more.