Introvert

Introvert
Always been
I look from the outside 
Banging on the door
Too far out of touch 
I'm an introvert
Looking in 
Time moves way too fast
Stuck in my head 
Escape or Accept 
I just don't know
Attempts are winning 
A thousand-"o"
God made me this way
So far and yet so close
I don't know how to connect
The way to plug 
Into these people so so near
All these things in my head
Seem more real than you to me 

Pleas for help 
Are silent to their ears
Admittedly unable communicate 
I want friends
Words don't reach 
Giving up I just cannot be
Someone will meet me and see me
I'll know them too

Recovery is swift-whenever failures all convene 
Distractions free within ticks of despair
Even Introverts have families 
Love need not words 
Moot, thank The Lord 
Drowning may occur in this poor head of an introvert
But I'll keep coming back for them.