Introvert Screams
Pull back the curtains
Shine the flashlight
Dare to step outward
And into the light
Peer through the hiding
Walk past the trees
Squint your eyes just a little
And then, you might see me
I am probably hiding
Not hiding from the world
But hiding out in my own
Where I can let my thoughts unfurl
It’s a place not far out of reach
But it’s not seen by the naked eye
This place- my solitary home
Is deep within my mind
My quiet self on the outside
Isn’t so much shy and unfriendly
But, you will have to do a little extra
If you want to get to know the real me
I do not just open up to anyone
My personality does not let that be
I won’t jump into conversation
I don’t think verbally on my feet
I will not go out of my way
Causing potential trouble, not at all
In order to get a thought out
Don’t you dare seem so appalled
This is just how I am
This is just the real me
Mind locked away from view
Simply and securely, let it be
I cannot open up to just anyone
I will not, even if I could try
If you want to get to know me
You have to try and find a way inside
I do not trust just anyone
I do not let just anyone in
This secret that I don’t try to keep hidden
Is my personality, is that such a sin?
I am rare in this world
Not many others like me
Have such a seemingly closed off mind
Full of ideas and creativity
But if you decide to not try
If you do not let me be
You will never be able to know
My side of intelligence and creativity
No, do not ask why I am quiet
Do not try too hard to get my word in
This expels my energy
Then I will have to be alone for a bit again
It’s not that I don’t want to hang out
It’s not that I don’t want to socialize
I just cannot do it very well
Nor for very long periods of time
If you are one to whom I am close
If you are one of the fortunate few
Consider yourself lucky that we can hang
For hours on end as my thoughts will begin to spew
It is not fun for me
To be one in a crowd
I would much rather listen
Then allow my thoughts to outwardly abound
Do not take it personally
Do not think of me as negatively weird
But please, do not avoid me
I am human, I can still cry tears
Sometimes, I would much rather stay
Inside instead of hang out actively all day
I like to be to myself sometimes
And, I hope that, with you, that is okay