Invisible

am i invisible?
have i disappeared again?
i thought it would stop
when i made a friend.

but now that friend avoids me
leaving me in the dust.
i keep wondering what i did
to break that sacred trust.

i cry out to them louder than before
they don’t look me in the eye.
they never look at me
not even to say “ goodbye .”

why do they hide away?
am i the one to blame?
i’m sorry for caring.
i thought you felt the same.