Swinging back and forth life is on  meditation
I'm sitting here going crazy  sucide  contemplating
Young & hungry heart made of iron trading  places 
Why do I fight to the death when the angels are waiting

See it all started at the age of 4
Burned by the fire inside 
For 13 years I was raised back to health
Met a family with a dreamer mother with angel eyes 

At  the  age  of  6 I was  binded  by  a full body cast
That was the same year I lost my dad I mìss him 
He was only thing I had gone in an instant
I wear my heart on my sleeve   next operating system

This poem is far from done Genesis
I'm not  sugar coating this please see above
I just wanted  to get out of this
And to do that I have a suit made of love