Is This It?
Despite what I have done for you,
No matter what I said,
You never cared for me,
Even when you said you did.
I told you that I loved you,
And you said that you felt the same,
But when your hands went where they weren't welcome,
I wondered why you did it.
Was it because you loved me,
That your hands wandered and grabbed?
Should I have stopped you,
Should I have ended it then?
I know now that the answer is yes.
It took me 5 years to get used to you,
To numb myself to the pain of your hands,
To the pain of your threats,
I ended it too late.
I made too many mistakes.
But I know that you won't do it again.
I won't give you that chance.
You had no right to touch me,
I had every right to leave.
Here I am,
Happier now,
Without the pain and grief.