is it bad

Is it bad

That i choose to feel nothing

Even though deep down there's something

Blocking all my tears

Even though i haven't seen you in years

Is it bad

That even though i feel pain

I don't want to cry over your name

Regardless of your fame

Days don't feel the same

I remember when we would leave just you and me

Now somedays i feel like i have nothing

Even though u was always there

Somedays i just wanted to know you cared

Is it bad

That no matter what u did

Nobody go go across your name

Your my king

My everything

So what makes you think i was ready that day

Even though i didn't show it daddy im hurt

Is it bad

That even when i wanna cry

No tears fall because living without you feels like i’m going to die