it hurts!!

well,so maybe look into her eyes

hey,what do you see?

a happy soul?

a sated soul?

will it be a bother if i asked you to look more keenly?

so what do you see now

or maybe you wont ever see

not behind that mask anyways

you wont see that soul who`s afraid to talk

you wont have a peek of that soul thats afraid ,

to get attached ,because maybe /somehow

everything ends up blown up

you wont see the sadness,or is it better when its called deppression?

behind the search for happy eyes

the pain behind the beautiful smile

that every man falls for

the soul behind that mask

that wants to call work everydayand asks for days offs.

but instead wakes up early ,fids the courage to go 

she doesnt hate her work

she just doesnt love her enough

she hates her life

she isnt worth working for ,so she feels

she never ever believes someone loves her

she knows they all fall for her masked self

and she`ll never open up

and they will leave because they cant handle the siege of her either

and all the promises they made they broke them

she cant let them make her break the rules.