ITS OK.......

ITS OK that i got a 22% on an algebra tests ITS OK that the boy i like is in a situationship with a girl he's never talked to in real life ITS OK that all my friends like someone that likes them back and i'm alone ITS OK i didn't get the solo in chorus ITS OK that i'm never anyone's first pick as best friend ITS OK that I give so much when no one puts in the same effort for me BUT, i'm supposed to be the straight-a student, the one who everyone loves the one who is the first chair alto the one with a ton of friends BUT, that's ok, because everyone else is happy, IT DOESN'T MATTER that i'm drowning in school work IT DOESN'T MATTER i want someone to love me IT DOESN'T MATTER i didn't get the part I worked so hard for IT DOESN'T MATTER that I would take a bullet for any of my friends "BUT, ITS OK, IT DOESN'T MATTER", right?