Is it okay?

Is it okay that I miss you, Is it okay that I wish things were different, Is it okay I still think about you from time to time, Still tear up when I hear "Are song?" Is it okay that I cry myself to sleep at night? Is it okay that I lie to myself everyday to make everyone else happy but me feel like shit? Is this okay, Is my life that I'm living met for a girl like me, I'm not the girl I use to be, The things I do, Say, An't me, Is it okay to exclude my best friend from how I feel because she is moving and its not like she can help when shes away? Is this okay? My whole mind is all confused, If I knew what to do, I know right now wouldn't seem like such a problem.. -Ashley Montgomery December 24th, 2012