I loved her, she said I convinced
That broke my heart
Was she my sweetheart?
I’m not sure..
Do I still love her now?
Of course I do, but I was a fool
To think anything of it.
We used to hold hands
But was any of it real to her?
Or was it all just a burr?
I’m not sure anymore..
I was just a pond
She could use her little wand
And I’d do as she said
Only because I was a pond
And I would respond.
She said it was hard to
Admit that she ever cared
But all those nights when we shared..
I guess I’m just a bit visually impaired
Because I couldn’t see that it was all fake
It’s like that day there was an
She said it was hard to admit that
She cared about the relationship,
But why tell me that you love me?
Was it just to reassure yourself,
That maybe it would count for something?
If you just said “I love you”
But if you never cared, then why say it at all?
I guess it’s my downfall for even caring,
For feeling and now
Because I’m bleeding and
That makes me unappealing.
Like you said,
Don’t get attached to people,
Because they’ll hurt you in the end.
Well I’ll take your advice now..
But just one last thing..
That we went through..
I still love you..