is it worth it

we started by camera talking everynight laughs amd smiles but that all changed what happen? i have to watch what i say or who i hang out with i have to be there when u call i camt be myself you say u wamt me to never change but thats all ive been doing you start a fight out of the blue im not your past u want me to be your future but how can u look forward if you held back? is it even worth it? ive been hurt too but u dont see me complaining to you i dont compair you to who i usto be with but at the end i tell you i understand amd that everythings ok you get mad that i dont beg for you when u stop txting and assume im goimg to leave you i have my own life to live ive given so much up for you im not a pet yes ill stay loyal to you but i refuse to do everything you say to is it even worth it?