its all okay

i sit and tell myself,

its all gonna be okay,

every single day theres not a thought that doesnt give me anxiety.

i dream that maybe one day things will change and

i feel it all coming out

they say im a problem child,

all these stuff inside of me is gonna come out

no wonder my dad chose to not be around

but when i wake up and realize that im broker than change,

kicked out of foster homes,

please explain why they cant stand me?

is there a way for me to change?

or am i just a victim of things of what i did to maintain?