Its hard
God its hard to be good
God its hard, wish you understood
The temptation thats there
Is so strong
That im filled with fear
That i wont be able to shake it
Ive come this far so i know i gotta make it
Ive shaken worse than this
Things in my past that were like this
But for some reason i cant let this one go
And i wanna let ya know
That i wanna for you
I wanna for me
I wanna show myself, so i can see
That ive still got it in me
To know that im strong enough to leave it alone
Its really troubling, i hate bein at home
When im there alone, thats when the hunger grows
Im starving for more, knowing it causes a war
What do i do this for?
Is it for me?
Is it for the person i hate to be?
All it takes is one tiny seed
And from that comes the need
I question why is it this way for?
Will i ever shut this door?
Ive never fully shut it before
Only kept it cracked, fumes still getting in thats for sure
I need to shut and lock it
But i cant stop it
Stop it drop it block it
But God im filled with shock if
I can go even one day
Without thinkin of the same old same
Nothins ever gonna change
Or atleast i feel that way
Im burdened by chains
That stop me from reaching my aims
I need ya help
I cant do anything but yell
Im mad that im slippin
I cant get a grip &
I keep on trippin
Face first in the dirt
It hurts
Gotta get up and brush off
Get in and wash the dirt off
That switch ima turn off
One day, someway, anyway, no matter what it take
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