It's Just Not Fair
It's just not fair how bad you treat me sometimes
I can't believe it, why must it be me who is hurt?
You spent all your time with them, you gave
Them their special dance. They have so much of you
And the worst part is that I was supposed to be the one
You loved the most! You can't hide it, you showed me
How much our bond meant to you, and yet here I am
Alone in this world, without you
Why did you have to leave me?
Why can't I have one more moment with you?
They could spend as much time with you, I
Had to stay away. And then you left forever
You just left me behind. With only these tears
These fucking tears that I have to cry
I can't even call you! It just hurts to much
I'm scared of begging you to come back
Please come back to me! I was supposed to be the one
You loved the most. We were supposed to have this
Very special bond, yet you left me here alone
Why must I cry every night for you?
Why can't I be in your arms right now?
You said you would always love me, why does
It feel like the greatest fallacy ever told!
I can't help the way I feel, I'm sorry that I hurt you
When I don't call, I just don't want to beg! I can't let
You see how much I'm hurt! Why must I be the one to
Suffer for what that woman did to your heart?
I didn't push you away, you're the one who decided to
Leave. Why won't you come back to me, why?
Please daddy, don't go... I didn't get to say goodbye
Why must you leave me behind? Why do I have to cry
For you? Everyday leaves me with so much pain. I can't
Even cry in your embrace. I can't look at your face
You don't know how much I miss you
You don't know how much I need you here with me
It's not fair that you had to leave me. Please come back
To me, daddy! I can't take the pain anymore.
We were supposed to be so close... Have that very
Special bond. I thought I was your little girl. But now
You're just gone! And damn it all, I can't help it.
I'm begging you to come back to me. I need you here
Beside me. I was the one you loved the most. Why am
I the only one to suffer? Why can't I have that last goodbye?
Why would you leave me here without you?
Dear Daddy, I'm getting married. Everyday
takes me a step closer to saying “I do”.
I need you here to help me get through each day
I need you to hold me, and tell me it's ok
I can't just call!!! Can't you see that you left me broken?
It's just not fair. They all had their day! I want the same.
You gave them their dance. You gave them away! Why
do I have to be left behind. In this world where I'm the
only fucking child? You used to make me strong.
You used to hold me tight. I can't feel you anymore.
You're gone, and I can't take it anymore. “Life's not
fair”. True enough... But all I want is to have my
Daddy back again.
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