have you ever loved someone so much yet its so bad,

becuase its so hard to accept the fact that they are some one you know you'll never be able to have,

like each smile and laugh that you got after each conversation seemed sensless,

but the other person doesnt feel the same and shes the one you'd wish to do it all agin with,

its like you both have that connection.....that special way of mind,

everyone around could see the way you feel inside,

and that other person just doesnt see it but you pretend that its ok,

to love someone by a far becuase the love that she feels for you just isnt in that way,

it does hurt.....but it'll never hurt more,

than trying to forget everything or simly trying to ignore,

becuase to let go of her means to let go of everything,

all that she is and all that she meant to me,

the words are here but my heart is left to say,

thats its ok that its just not in that way.