It's kinda funny

How you could affect me in such little time

how the thought of you could make me smile

how you were able to fill me with hope.

how now I feel shattered into a pile

how difficult this is to cope.

It's kinda funny

how you were still able to leave

how I was left crying hysterically

how you make me feel the need to ditch these skin and bones

now that everything is so uncomfortable

It's kinda funny

how I'll close my eyes and your face is sketched to the back of my eyelids

how the fresh memories of your kisses and touch are benighted

how foolish I am to weigh my decisions on emotion

how I wish that for just once my relationships wouldn't become broken.

It's kinda funny.

Yeah, it's fucking funny.

How I repeatedly do this to myself

enter relationships where the partner loses interest 

and their cares.

How I'm always left alone

putting myself back together.

This sketchiness, yet of course

It's fucking hilarious.