It's me again.....

i don't know anymore about anything i treat my friends like crap he talks to me and i don't talk to him this was all him I'm like this because i don't know what to do my feelings are personal even if i wanted to tell anyone i don't even know where to start i don't have a heart just a hole where its suppose to be you took that away from me now i live life trying to be free but with all of these ties i can't i feel nothing pressure to be perfect lies i can't with him i think its because of him i can't feel I'm numb