Its not a Poem it's a Rap

hold up i need to control my anixty my mother fuckin sanity so many thoughts flowing at me and a good amount are contradicting these voices and thoughts in my head are overwhelming please somone give me a goddamn hand gun with hollow tips with some vodka an ice to just to top it ima go off topic for a bit but lets be honest you couldn't beat me in a rap battle even if you had the smartest brain no Rick Sanchez lets just say i'm bless but actually it's worse its a curse my motha fuckin brain hurts from all this over thinking got me tweaking should i search for some type off meaning or should i just let all rage burst bitching i'm feaning for that rush high dopamine fuck i can't decide somtimes i feel people can read my mind or is that that paranoid godamn been feeling weak someone pass me another steroid "why switching the subject so much Hoe that my HDHD yes got alot of mental problems buts thats just me......Ps this was all of the dome i was just typing everthibg that came into my head lol