It's Okay, I'm Fine, I'm Dying Inside

It's ripping me apart

from the inside out

screaming to escape

crying to die

but no matter what I do

it stays trapped inside.

I breathe in

I breathe out

I lose sight of everything.

I wander aimlessly through the abyss.

Nothing is real

yet everything hurts.

So I stop feeling.

I stop trying.

I stop thinking.

I just exist.