I've Changed

My dear baby, 

how I wish you were here, 

You must come because I need you to save me, 

I've changed in ways even you couldn't bear. 

I love and I miss you, 

The options aren't there,

 I'll be gone in a few, 

You know Jail is my biggest fear. 

I don't know what I did, 

I do know I'm worried, 

But who am I to kid, 

My life just feels so hurried. 

Please forgive me and don't be disappointed,

 I know I let you down and I'm truly sorry, 

I'm wanted, 

Because I needed money.