Jamie will always be there for me..

Dear Jamie I'll always think of you when people say the words best friend, I'll always remember our laughs in school and the fact that we will always hug each other to feel comfortable. I'll remember us walking without any balance to class looking stupid whenever we came late and everyone glared at us. I remember the day I left my last day of school and how you came in late and how our eyes met after I left the bathroom and we walked to class together, and I've realized that day I never processed that would be my last day seeing you... yes maybe I'll see you if we call and feel your presence if we text or chat on our phones but it doesn't feel the same without you and knowing that you always kept me calm. it's like you were my person and like you've always been and no one will ever get up to the level you made me feel since no one truly knows me as much as you. I feel like we aren't as close as before but it's okay because I know we'll always find our way back to each other's hands once again. I still remember your laugh and your very pretty long hair that always was in my way, but who am I to say that. I hope you know that right now I'm holding in jokes that I'll tell you once I see you again. I still miss our funny jokes and the fact that we always took the cutest pictures even when we weren't allowed. I'll always remember bragging to others saying, "I found my forever best friend" Jamie I'll always believe you're going to be woven into my whole life, even the parts that don't exist yet and how you'll always be there to tell my kids the story of our friendship and we will see how the generation moves on after us and soon our kids will have their forever friends exactly like us.