Jar of Restless Thoughts

Have you ever just laid awake in your bed thinking about someone? Tossing and turning trying to get them off your mind, but you just can't shake your storng feelings for them. Then you begin to wonder if they are laying in thier bed thinking about you, but that can't be true because crushes are a one way thing were you are filled with butterfly's thinking about them and they are oblivious to how you feel. It hurts, staying up half the night knowing  that you lack the courage to tell them your feeling in fear of being rejected. I've had so many nights like this that I'm my wifi's bill's best friend. Trying to YouTube my emotions away for one hour of sleep and even stilll they crawl all up in your dreams. If only there was a way to look into their heart and see how they feel about you, invade their mind and keep them up all night with kisses that never happen and words never herd. If only the pain of having a crush could be contained in a jar insted of a restless mind.