Jealous

Looking at her  and  him I feel my anger rising

It rises too fas fo me to stop it, so I just let it happen

She is my closest friend and above all my sister

But why do I feel jealous

I'm supposed to be happy for her

I don't feel anything but pain and anger

In result I seem distant and angry

In a fit of jealous rage in my head I scream

But when open my mouth nothing comes out

I am silent

I laugh and smile just to hide it

Deep down for the moment I'm just jealous