Jealousy Is An Ugly Trait

People say jealousy is an ugly trait but I can't help it. I can't help but feel scared. I can't help but feel insecure. I can't help but feel like I'm not enough. I know I'm not her and I know I'll never be her but it sucks. It sucks to know that she'll always be his first choice. And you're too scared to leave because you love him. You can't afford to lose him even if he doesn't feel the same. Truth is we forgive them because we are scarred to lose them. But when is someone ever going to be scared of losing me.