jelly

We would stay on the phone night till day, text 24/7 it was like you were always with me, but why in the end did it feel like i barely knew why, why did it feel like the last three years of my life i wasn’t actually there, i wasn’t living in those moment, i couldn’t have been, because i feel like i don't even know you now… why does it feel like i spent the last 3 years of my life in a relationship with a rock. Why did you make me feel as though what we had was so perfect nothing could come in between us, only to build the wall that divided us. The very thing that destroyed everything i thought we had, you built it, you guided it to us, maybe that's because you wanted that. But do you know the damage you caused, because of you i can't even talk to another guy, let alone look at one. You have truly made every guy look the same, because i was so damn in love with you i knew there was no one else like you. And although what you put me through is a bullet to leg for a dancer. Knowing that there is no one else like you gives me so much comfort.