journal

he made me so happy in the begininng /

i didnt show it , but i was happy,

i loved him and he tore me down /

when i needed him the most he wasnt there,

it was as if he dwelled in the past / 

and i always needed him , i wanted him , close 

i wanted him to be strong for me because i was weak/

love has its way of being a down fall,

i always dreamed of us being together and youd protect me from danger/

but when i stepped off that cloud , i fell , hard

and who was there to pick me up , 

i did it for myself , i loved you so much my own feelings didnt matter

bonnie and clyde i had your back

but youd never understand , you blocked me out

so here's my untold story