The journey

I feel my journey is coming to a end. The road I walked on is now over and done with, I have no drive to live anymore the pain that flows through my body strikes me down like a lightning bolt, it rushes up with all my feelings. I cant control it l'm lost in the darkness of my mind with no where to go. Unfortunately, there is only one place I'll end up. Six feet down living with mother earth as one. I can feel her soft voice telling me to stay, the warmth of her body weights me down, an hopeless sounds start to pour out of me. Like the blood from my cuts as my feelings start to cut deeper I'm lifeless with no where to go.