The Joy Of Harmony

Sorry if being naked is disgusting for the decrpid old hunch back. Poverty & broken things attack. Her of all people should know I was born that way. Here I despise to stay. If me wanting to get married before age 40 is ridiculous & disgusting for her she can move into an old bitch home. She doesn't even know how to use the voice mail on her phone. Ariel doesn't like getting her picture taken as much as I do sorry if I seem conceited but i love myself. I am poor without wealth. Maybe too much. I can feel & touch. I have too much free time & no friends. Finaces can mend without a loan to lend. So my appearance means alot to me. Something everyone can see. I don't consider myself a selfish person. We are each one. I love Ariel. I want us to live a life that's full. I love cats & dogs & animals. Intelligent life not fools. I am a vegan since 1996 for moral reasons. I am against firearms & guns. I care about endangered species. They should be saved & not served in pieces. I have empathy & compassion for others especially if it's someone i am close to or acquainted with. Your not Lord of the Sith. Even watching something sad on t.v. or DVD can make me cry. Not everyone deserves to die. I dont think I am overly emotional but I have a strong empathy for unfortunate people or animals but not pity. Unless they are not friendly & bite me. I don't like noise. Sexually I don't like girls just boys. When I talk i talk too much. When I drink i drink too much, When I eat I eat too much. In my mind I am not touched. I may have an addictive personality. I just have to be free. Only 2 people in this world stresses me out that is my mom & brother. We should be in the home of another. Other then that I am easy to get along with. Am i someone you could miss? I can bring sunshine to anyone's day. Who wants to play & with them have me stay. I am an ice breaker. I tell the truth & I am not a faker. I am just trying to maintain a connection. Some love & affection. Social or otherwise. Sometimes to live your life someone else needs to sacrifice their demise. I need to have fun on a daily basis. You can know how I feel from my faces. I need love to feel alive. Work was how I thrived. A job is the only way to survive. For the last 4 months I felt like a dead flower withered & lifeless. I feel cursed not blessed. © Harmony Sapphire.All rights reserved