JUNE LOVE

June Love 

I first heard the sound of your voice  
I knew it was not going to be a good 
Day for me , 
It was June a hot one, 
with love on the mind. 
And that is when you came In my life like a big surprise , 
He sent me flowers and every spring 
And every sunrise he says he is glad to 
Be in my life , 
and one day he wants me to be his wife , 
It was kind of a blurred vision of him and I 
Muffled with surprised with love in our eyes, 
Later on, the beat, the rhythm surfaced to  
My mind right to my heart , 
Like a breeze that blew from nowhere right 
To me that makes my heart beat , 
Whenever he wants to talk he would take the 
Time to hear what I had to say, 
Life blossomed In different  colors he could  
Live anywhere in the universe and he chose  
Me to give his heart to , 
There was warmth...there was movement of  
His love in everything  he does out of love in 
Rain or shine, it was from heaven above this 
Love was sent to me , 
Especially when I was too restless to close my eyes. 
My thoughts, my feelings was so deep in the past 
He would call and tell me it will pass , 
I learned to shape in words I love him too . 
I must face it so I tell me friends he is crazy about me  
But he is far away in France what must I do?! 
Every chance I get I put my feelings down in a poem , 
Late at night when I want to cry I just write , 
I went back to the proper setting of your last words 
You and I had to say to keep my mind straight ,  
This love that we have is difficult for me don't you see ? 
Over and over in my head I want to love you and hold 
You but all I get is a phone instead . 
I write you name a million times over and over in  
My mind right on time day and night wishing you were 
All mine face to face kiss to kiss its you that I miss , 
There was much reluctance during those 
Frustrating hours,  night after night day after day 
I find you not with me ,  
I realized,  I had vanished like the wind 
Like a river that went dry. 
I love you so that you make my heart whole, 
I never want what we have to ever grow cold and old , 
Its you I want to hold and walk hand to hand in life,  
I have written your name in my heart so this is a good start 
I love you by far you are the man that holds my heart  
So please never take it apart . 

Lilly Emery (C)