Just that

And its just that 

I never wanna look up and say i use to love you 

i never wanna stop loving you. 

Loving you 

Or should i say i never wanna feel what it feels like for you to stop loving me

Because you loving me plants this seed of hope that means that there is a reason for me to love me.

I dont see the flaws i dont know what characteristics about me make me self deride 

But i know 

Deep in side there is no room for love 

There is no room for sunshine 

Theres only room for self isolation and obviously penetration and miscommunication and false observation of a situation 

That only makes me dig deeper into your heart 

And your soul 

Your spirit

Making who you are to yourself questionable

Making you see what darkness is being held captive inside me 

Breaking free

Yanking and yanking on the chains 

And slowly inching its way out and the love you planted inside me is no longer seen 

No longer existent... 

The darkness took hold and placed it to the side because theres only room for penetration of false accusations of infatuations that you may have pertaining to me  

The fucked up situation