Just an Introvert

Everyone is so out of reach 

Too far to see, too busy to call

A series of unfortunate events has me against the wall

How am I supposed to feel complete

When life makes it hard to compete

Maybe some things just aren’t meant to be

I can blame timing all I want

But in the end it could just be my fault

It’s no use feeling distraught 

I don’t like when the decision is in my hands

Then I second guess myself out of the original plan

Some might find that hard to understand 

I want to believe that I can change

People tell me the the difference is plain

But if I can’t see it how do I know I’m not the same

Saying this all out loud will probably sound wrong

Is it weird to listen to the same song—

Sorry I didn’t realize I was rambling for so long