Just leave now

I'm wondering what can go wrong. How are you so perfect and still have time to make me a better person. I'm waiting for the day you walk out of my life. Waiting for you to hurt me. Waiting for that day you turn out like the rest of them. Why can't it just be now. I know it's gonna happen. It always does. Hurt is all I know. I don't know how to act to the good times. You're better off hurting me than loving me. You'll get more out of me then.