Just Me

Just Me Me Im just me what you see is what you get at least that's what you think. I may seem calm at time, angery, and even mad, but thats only half the story. Inside I store everything. Like a filing cabinet, each thought arranged in that one spot, where i know where it is when the moment comes and I, SNAP! I file everything back out, the way it came in not watching what I say, with a word here and a word there, I can't control it Its like i'm not me, like I have become someone else. But I have, I have become a bitch not caring what happens, just knowing i need to let everything go. not caring what happens, just knowing I need to let everything go. not watching other people faces, just letting it out. But now as I think about what i have done, I know this is not me, I know I dont mean these hurtful things, I am just clearing out my head, To better myself But how do I better myself without hurting others? This I do not know After this episode this bitchyness is gone, I hug the ones Iove dear, as I know they will always be there. I apologize to the ones I have hurt Because they have no idea why. and above all I try to lift my head high and realize I am only human and i can only control so much... God only gave me so much power.