Just as real

I don't mean to feel entitled But its just not the same Everyone looses everyone at some point Is that why I came To a holiday with your family But its just not the same Am I holding I holding on to something that's not there Is that why I came Who's gonna walk you down the isle When your father's gone Who's gonna walk you through the trials When your mother's gone Insensitive comments make me depressed Is it really that big of a deal I like to think it's not Ignore it till I don't feel Why can't my experiences be as nice as yours They are just as real I just want my own family So I can heal