Just sink

There's some people you'll risk life for
Why won't they do the same
I never been the type to point the finger
So let's not play the blame game
I'm responsible for my pain
My whole life I felt ashamed
Mama I'm sorry it ain't all how you think
Sometimes my mind just go blank
It's exploding like a tank
Had no time to think
I jumped out too far knowing I can't swim
So I might as well just let it all sink