just venting

Everyone fucking haunts me

No matter how long ago 

They always come back.

Like if we haven't talked in months and then you email me tell me you are happy and call me a bitch like that is royally fucked up. If you're happy stop thinking about me, don't let my presence bother you. I'm sorry you didn't make me happy so i became a bitch but it's not all on me. Don't fucking make me feel worse for my actions and you don't even know the shit i'm dealing with so don't fucking talk to me and blame me for everything when some stuff is your fault too. Shu the fuck up and leave me alone. I don't want to be a part of your life and I don't want you to be a part of mine. Just fucking stop. And if you think for one second that you're the only person with trust issues think again. Stop being a dumbass and thinking that you have it so much worse because guess what, you don't. You don't deserve my words or anger but i think you need them to lighten the fuck up. If youre happy why the fuck did you care to email me. Why did you want me to know all that fucking shit like i didn't already know it. Save it. I don't want you or your words or your time.