Keep breathing until you stop seeping

Sinking in a feeling of unwanted.

Prettified while seeping.

Stigmatized,yet still breathing.

How long can u keep breathing?

Reaching the end of my season.

Longed to be wanted,now,grieving.

Craved the feeling of being even,tired of being uneven

drowning while everyone's breathing.

Undermined by my reasons,like a constant stab to me

without a reason.

Am I even still breathing?