Keep it on the hush

Before I was born everybody joined the conspiracy So no I'm pouring out my tears, got to do it lyrically Trying not to say it, cause aint nobody feeling me It’s like every time I try to reveal Nobody listens to how I feel No matter how close they are, I just can’t deal Myself I want to kill But it’s against Gods will It’ll hurt some, so i got to chill But the ish is real Depending on myself Mama no wealth Daddy on crack so you already know his health And then my only brother Stole from me Spit threats And want even roll for me But I have no other So it just me the soldier Been shot so many times but it still aint over I’m Irish but it aint come with the four leaf clover Not going in to deep cause i already told ya I’m keeping it quiet and going hard like will smith with 7 pounds on his shoulders My feelings aint nothing but jokes Laughs for the grown folks As for my peers I don’t think the picture painted clear Pain is the only thing I see near But I keep it on the hush Cause no matter what no hero for me, so watch me crush