Kill Me

People always lock their demons away I put mine on display This is what's wrong with me And this is how to fix it I love you. I love you. I love you. Blurry vision and distortion in my mind Hundreds of breaths in a second because I can't feel it reach my lungs Lay your gaze upon me as I fall to the ground and lie lifeless. Broken. and beaten. Knowing I'm a victim of my own cruel games. I take one more hit before I die and I know this isn't it. I rise to my feet. And give you another bullet. Is this masochism or submission? Is this love or loss? All I know is it's so dangerous. And I fear for my life. The line is so indistinct and I don't know where I stand. Where we stand. Tell me you love me so I can tear you apart but who's really getting hurt here? Tell me. Scream it to me. Shout like a hurricane and make me beg for forgiveness. Don't stop until I'm bleeding my heart into the sea. I want my body encased in love and barely keeping together. I'm begging you to rain fire upon my heart and laugh as the flames turn to ash. Whatever you do don't stop. Mercy is a term for the foolish and I wish to be educated. RIP THE LIFE FROM MY CHEST IM ON MY KNEES CRYING BEGGING YOU TO DESTROY ME. Please. If you're gonna hurt me. Be sure to kill me.