Know you

I want to know everything:

your fears,

your joys,

your sorrows.

Every disgusting detail

because I want

to know you

and I want you

to know me

But

just as a flower

blooms in its time,

a relationship must

grow in the same way

to ensure

a breathtaking fruition.

But I'm scared that

I'll go too fast

or

go too slow.

Either way

I'm so sure

that I'll 

screw it up.

AGAIN.

Because I sabotage

my own good endeavors

and pollute

my own desires.