What meaning does saving them have
Is it childish heroism? 
Is it self deception because I want to believe that this is righteous
Perhaps, just as always, I am simply being deceived 
I run, roll, get broken countless times
I get stabbed
Torn apart.. eaten
And still get back up again
Fighting on without giving up
You're saying those who drove you into a deadly situation you forgive your enemy who ruined your life... so after doing all that
What's left at the very end? 
...
Unfortunately, you will not be the one who is praised in the end
The honor and credit will go to someone else
Only you will know your struggle and pain
This body which fought till the very end
This heart which has been torn to shreds
These memories which are filled only with scars
This spirit which has lost its pride
Perhaps you will lose 
Everything tied to your name
And
Disappear